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Looking Back

I don't know what I should feel while reading all the entries in this blog. It's full of hatred and cheesiness. LOL. I hope one day, I could blog about how happy I am with my life and how contented I am.

It pays to wait.


On the side note, I pretty much had a great weekend with my friends and family. First part of my weekend consists of my friends. My friend had her birthday dinner in her house and boy, it had a lot of drama. Still, I had fun. Second part made it so much better since I spent it with the family. Great lunch, walked the dog, great dinner, great company.

Thank You so much. I know and You know that I'm very much in trouble at the moment but knowing You will never leave me and the people I love, I'm all good waiting for things to fall back into place.

Oh, I already started to blog about being happy! Yes, I like to state the obvious.
Night, world.

I wonder...

Life,
If you could just spare me a shit load of money, I'd buy a Canon EOS 600D.

Please.

Lots of love,
A.

Tonight, I pray

that I may find what I have been looking and longing for. That I may have the courage to take the risk to be able to do what I want to do. That my dreams will be bigger than I think it will be. That I will be brave enough to step out of my comfort zone. That I will not be afraid to lose, fail, and cry. That I may embrace the change no matter how hard it will be. That the disappointments I will be facing will help me grow. That I may not quit. That I will strive to finish the path You have in store for me no matter how rocky it could get. That at the end of every path, I can say, with all of my heart, nodding with pride, smiling with relief, tears of joy, 

"I did it."

Lord, 

Give me a sign. 

Bless me with courage.

Make me brave.

Help me change the world. 

I am claiming it -- that I will be someone great.

Amen.